somewhere, i know i'm still upset.
but it won't come out.

oh wells, studied the whole day, (WOW)
and i'm officially half dead.
there are lots of things that make me feel so i-dunno-what.
its like suddenly u feel so out of nowhere.
like u are here, and u are not here.
hmmm. how to say.
its like sitting there watching tv,
and suddenly u ask yourself why are u here watching tv.
almost like your mind have been empty all the time.
but at the same time,
it wasn't ever empty.
but how are u supposed to know,
that your mind was never empty when u can't rmb what u were just thinking of.
...
i think i just spoke alien language.

anyways, to the baka and tokyo comment,
maybe he stepped on his toe? HAHHAHAHAHAHHA. XD
and the medal. THANK U. XD
but why a ayabiru-tard/takehitard???
eh if its means i love them many many,
can add danson also?!?!? A MEDAL ALSO!!!
EH GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!! XD

and this is adapted from xfamily,
my ALL TIME FAV SHOW,
cos danson is in it. XD

欢乐的时光，
总是过得特别快，
又到了时候，
讲拜拜!!! XD

ohhh.. this can be my ending for every post. XD
excitinggg. XD

Saturday, October 17, 200910:05 PM

yesterday was gross.
went to plaza with elaine to study,
and saw this i-like-to-be-kicked-in-my-ass guy at the lib.
he just keep staring at me and elaine for i dunno what reason so i stared at him back.
but he just don't whats the meaning for i'm-pissed-and-its-written-on-my-face.
he still smiled back.
seriously, at that point of time i felt like pouring hot water over his face and squash him with a shelf of books.
so we went off to another corner and after 5 mins,
he came to the place we are sitting and sat there to stare again.
so both of us just left the lib.
and before we stepped out of the lib,
we looked at the sit where he is supposed to be and he is gone.
def looking for us.
so we freaked and ran out.
then went to church to study.
i'm so officially not going to that lib ever again. -.-


yepp. music timeeee. XD all ayabie though.
aoi used to be so chubby.. sigh.
(aoi is the middle one, if u dunno)

Ayabie_Shikosahoko

Ayabie - Ai no Uta

Wednesday, October 07, 20097:31 PM

dir en grey's cage is stuck in my head.
craps. XD
just got my piercings yesterday and i'm feeling very proud of it. :)
so today's a happier day cos i don't have to see the nonsenses faces.
and i collected my phone.
i hope... :/
okay. off to study.